Have you ever walked around with your eyes wide open but you can't see a thing in front of you, not even your own hand placed before your face? Today I participated a session organised by Dialogue in the Dark, Singapore. It was a very, very interesting experience with various emotions set in my entire being.
At the very initial point of entering total darkness, I have to admit that fear gripped my heart as my eyes were opened and yet I could not see. Few minutes into the 'darkroom', I found that it felt more comfortable to just keep my eyes closed. Equipped with a walking cane, we were led by a blind guide named Jason who was simply amazing. He knew exactly where we were in the room, gave clear instructions on where we should be walking and what we should be looking out for. What I was moved by was his confidence and cheerful disposition with us.
Some points to highlight based on today's experience and 'observation' would be:
1. I remember thinking loudly in my head, 'Thank you Lord for the gift of sight. Thank you, thank you, thank you.'
2. I have learnt that we need to listen more and speak less, especially when we are in a situation in which we do not have much control or information on.
3. In your moment of 'darkness' in life, it is normal to be fearful of the unknown, the unseen, the uncertainty. We just need to remember to keep our focus on the voice of the One helping you through it all.
I would highly recommend Dialogue in the Dark to all to attend.
It will help you 'see' things in a different light.